It’s that mood drop again. Level 0. Down down down.

I wish I knew what to do about this situation. I wish money wasn’t the literal only thing stopping me.
Fuck fuck fuck.

(via puppedog)

Anonymous asked: Do you consider to urself in recovery?

Well I’ve only been making posts about starting treatment and trying to get a team together…..
I don’t feel I deserve to say I am completely in recovery yet however because no. I am still “starting” out. I’m fucking up—however, I am not determined to stay in my disorder or disregard help.

I’m doing so much better than before. I’m pulling myself up and wanting more for myself. I’m asking for help and allowing others to help me. I’m being HONEST with myself that I cannot do It alone and need so much more support and help and allowing it in to my life.

I am also being honest with doctors and therapists and teams and being very determined and adamant to do things recommended and given to me.

So I feel guilty saying YES! I am in recovery!
But I am no longer denying myself acknowledgment for recovery. I am giving myself the ok to want and work for better. I am starting out in recovery and honestly I think if you are doing what you can with what you have, are pushing and striving for more and fighting negative disordered thoughts… Then you are in recovery. You will get better and stronger and hardly no one starts recovery smooth and paved out and flawless.

Basically on Bed rest bed rest bed rest.
So I look super bum and deflated. My shirt Is flying away????

I’m exhausted.

Who the fuck paid or would pay that much for the iPhone 6. Do they even go up that high?

(via boop-dean)

Urban Outfitters Sells 'Vintage' Sweatshirt That Seems To Reference Kent State Shooting ›




What the ever loving fuck is wrong with Urban Outiftters?


Staring at my phone willing Shannon to call me ASAP

CAAAALL ME…. ऀืົཽ≀ ͔ ͕̮ ऀืົཽ✧॰

"Luck? I don’t know anything about luck. I’ve never banked on it and I’m afraid of people who do. Luck to me is something else: hard work — and realizing what is opportunity and what isn’t."


Breathe in. Breathe out…


Shocking Truths Behind What Cat Behaviors Really Mean…

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Une Femme Est une Femme (1961)

(via t-o-t-a-l-b-a-b-e)

I’ll play with your hair
until the weight of the night
anchors your eyes shut.

Unknown (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)

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