I’ll most likely have to go see a gastroenterologist and a whole other basket full of nonsense I’m too jumbled to think of. I’m losing count of days.
I’ve been feeling sick and pretty gross. I had a rough night which I guess is expected some what but for the most part I’ve been doing pretty well. I’m fighting this mental space harder than I have ever have in complete honesty. Being more open with my support system and admitting fault.
It feels good to be completely honest for once.
I’m done hiding. Here too. This is MY personal space so I need to be honest with myself even in thoughts even if that means the “world” see too. I’m not ashamed. Vulnerable, but not ashamed.