Anonymous asked: Good luck, keep your head held high. I love you

For such a strong sentiment I wish I knew who you were .-.;;; I guess I’ll just dream.

Thank you so much for the encouragement. Regardless , it really means a lot to me. I can use all of it.

DayFour

I’m having such a FLIPPIN rotten day. For many reasons and I wonder if it’s feeling ten times because I have no ~crutch~. Shit is still hard and food is being unrelenting but at least things are still 90% better than they were. Seriously.

Half of me feels like things outside of this are losing their hope — and that’s where I have to hold on.
Work opportunities and school and future and everything oh my god make the feels quit.

It’s 12am and I’m terribly lonely and suddenly very upset and sad. I don’t want to face tomorrow’s work day(4am). I don’t want to leave my house. Or my bed. I want to be hugged and held and talked to.

Rough weekend. But I’ve been voicing more and reaching out and trying to be less stubborn. I can’t do this alone.
I am so grateful for my amazing support and how wonderful my mother is being with listening, supporting, and helping.

Now there’s thunder and my heart feels a calming peace. Guilt is going to take some time and shame and bad feelings and fear but slowly I’ll be okay. I can only put hope In that what I’m doing is right. I can’t fuck up by being honest. It can’t make things worse.

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#fight  #strength  #words  

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You have to learn to say no without feeling guilty. Setting boundaries is healthy. You need to learn to respect and take care of yourself.

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#words  #this.  #truth  #quotes  #healing  

Learning to open up more about the things I made into ‘normal every day behavior’. Feeling the guilt leave slowly is cleansing… I really hope it helps.

It feels like I’m breathing for the first time in a long time.

It feels weird just putting raw thoughts here but for the moment I’m not sure where else to. 8|

I’ll most likely have to go see a gastroenterologist and a whole other basket full of nonsense I’m too jumbled to think of. I’m losing count of days.

I’ve been feeling sick and pretty gross. I had a rough night which I guess is expected some what but for the most part I’ve been doing pretty well. I’m fighting this mental space harder than I have ever have in complete honesty. Being more open with my support system and admitting fault.

It feels good to be completely honest for once.

I’m done hiding. Here too. This is MY personal space so I need to be honest with myself even in thoughts even if that means the “world” see too. I’m not ashamed. Vulnerable, but not ashamed.

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marxvx:

if i as a retail worker have to work with a dozen cameras pointed at me to deter me from stealing $10, cops should have to work with a camera pointed at them to deter them from arbitrarily maiming and killing people

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Feeling super lonely and taking it personally that molly fell asleep on the floor and not with me.

It’s going to be a rough week, lmao…

Samira Wiley as James Dean photographed by Sid Avery

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#kitty  #cat  #cats  #adorable  #silly  #cute  #gif  #omfg  #gimme  #:3  #together  #animals  

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