dyke-recovery replied to your post: trytokeepswimming replied to your photo: -_- Baby…

Don’t delete the picture lovely just remember that right now you KNOW you are emaciated and sick and that you need to get better. Love you.

I love you too, thank you Jes. I want to keep it as a reminder to myself -because I cannot ignore what a picture shows me. I can make 1000 excuses why I look a certain way, but the proof is there. I DO see it, and I hate it. I hate that I feel so stuck and scared and I want to fight. If I don’t hide from the world, I can maybe show people that this isn’t a choice, and I can show myself that I am worth the fight for more than just one reason. I can think of a million reasons why I am worth it when I reflect on what it’s done to me mentally AND physically. Sometimes, I cannot see it. but tonight I feel like I have clear eyes as well. 

Thank you for always supporting me, it is such a light.