Ahh reading this made me think about Stephen and how deeply I long to be with him, living with him, one day.
It WILL happen, Jackie. That much I know. I waited so long - and in that time we never lost touch, because we STAYED in touch. Not just by talking but by sharing, being open, loving, and honesty, trust, and even though we both have demons and pain and open wounds and problems, we gave ourselves to each other.
It makes the time apart worth it, because when it’s ‘done’, you’ve done it - and you get to relish in all that love YOU created and made. You’re going to have your dream, Jackie. There’s not going to BE any ‘blank spaces’ in between, if you make the most of every. little second. of time inbetween <3